It's been hard accepting my attraction to men. Coming from a heavily-influenced Christian family, being sexually aroused by the same-sex was the ultimate "taboo". I'm still in the closet. With the exception of a few randoms, I haven't told anybody about it. I do actually like women's personalities, and appreciate and sometimes are aroused by their sexual beauty. Yet, after divulging deeper, I realized that the potential for having a female-mate long term is just plain unrealistic and I'd be lying to myself if I acted otherwise.
Issue #2 is being half-black while being raised by a white mother, in a white suburb, in an extremely white state, in a predominately white country, in an economically-dominated "white-world". So I'm educated, talk "normal" (as politically incorrect and ignorant as that statement was, I'm looking to be understood rather than liked here), and besides slightly sagged jeans, expensive high-tops, a slight "southern-drawl" when I say certain things, and a fascination with hip-hop and the NBA, I do lack an identity with the stereo-typed "African American" culture. (Once again, totally politically incorrect, but I feel that someone will know where I'm coming from).
Anyways, I don't mean to rant. A little about myself, I'm 6'1, 145 lbs, daily jogger. Full-time college student at a community college. Do have a car. Don't live at home. Yet since September I haven't been working so I can't say I have spending money to play with. What I'm looking for: not a hookup. Besides that, nothing specific. A friend, a mate, long-term/short-term. Even maybe just a conversation. I think I'm just like anybody else that dives this deep into craigslist: a little lonely.
- Location: Farmington
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